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Anne Frank on Hope, Gratitude, and Purpose

Anne Frank wanted to become a writer. She wanted friends who understood her, work that mattered, and the freedom to discover who she might become. Reading her diary, we encounter these desires alongside the fear of a Jewish teenager living under Nazi persecution. She could be funny, impatient, affectionate, sharply critical, and hopeful—sometimes within the same entry.

Anne received her diary on her thirteenth birthday, June 12, 1942. Less than a month later, on July 6, her family went into hiding in the Secret Annex behind her father’s business premises in Amsterdam. Eventually, eight people shared the hiding place, supported by helpers who risked their own safety to bring supplies and news. www.annefrank.org

During more than two years in hiding, Anne wrote about family tensions, her growing closeness with Peter van Pels, her religious beliefs, and her ambitions. The passages below reveal some of what sustained her. They also preserve the uncertainty of a life she was still trying to understand and hoped to have many years to live.

Hope and Faith Amid Fear

Religious belief gave Anne a language for trust when the future offered little reassurance. It also gave her somewhere to bring questions for which she had no satisfying answer.

On April 11, 1944, following a frightening burglary in the building, she reflected on Jewish persecution, her identity, and the possibility of liberation:

One day this terrible war will be over. The time will come when we’ll be people again and not just Jews!

— April 11, 1944

Her words express a longing to be recognized beyond the identity for which the Nazis persecuted her. In the same entry, she turned toward God and the history of the Jewish people, trying to understand why they had endured so much suffering and whether goodness might yet emerge from it.

Those questions belong to a young person searching for meaning under threat. They carry the strain of wanting to trust that her people had a future while being confronted with evidence of their destruction.

By July, Anne was also reflecting on how religious feeling could shape everyday conduct. Her attention moved toward conscience and the willingness to examine one’s actions:

How noble and good everyone could be if, at the end of each day, they were to review their own behavior and weigh up the rights and wrongs. They would automatically try to do better at the start of each new day and, after a while, would certainly accomplish a great deal.

— July 6, 1944

There is something practical in this passage: a pause at the end of the day, an honest look at one’s behavior, another opportunity to respond differently tomorrow. Anne’s interest in goodness extended into the difficult work of living with other people in cramped surroundings, where irritation was hard to escape and privacy scarce.

Her famous July 15 reflection on human goodness belongs within this same struggle. In that entry, she acknowledged the suffering of millions and anticipated that the violence surrounding them could reach the people in hiding. She continued to imagine peace while recognizing the danger. As the Anne Frank House emphasizes, the hope in this passage becomes distorted when separated from its fear and uncertainty. www.annefrank.org

Anne’s faith gave her moments of reassurance and a way to articulate her ideals. The diary allows us to see the effort involved in holding on to them.

Gratitude for the People and Beauty That Sustained Her

Some of Anne’s most moving expressions of gratitude concern the people whose actions made life in hiding possible. Food, books, information, and companionship reached the annex because others repeatedly chose to help.

On January 28, 1944, she wrote:

It’s amazing how much these generous and unselfish people do, risking their own lives to help and save others. The best example of this is our own helpers, who have managed to pull us through so far and will hopefully bring us safely to shore, because otherwise they’ll find themselves sharing the fate of those they’re trying to protect. Never have they uttered a single word about the burden we must be, never have they complained that we’re too much trouble.

Later in the entry, she added:

That’s something we should never forget; while others display their heroism in battle or against the Germans, our helpers prove theirs every day by their good spirits and affection.

— January 28, 1944

Anne noticed the manner in which help was offered. The helpers’ warmth mattered alongside the necessities they supplied. Their visits maintained a relationship with the outside world and brought evidence that the people in hiding remained worthy of care.

Her gratitude here is specific. It recognizes risk, repeated effort, and the kindness of people who continued to show up. These passages also remind us how much her ability to endure depended on others.

Nature offered a different kind of comfort. From the attic, Anne could look at the sky and the branches of a chestnut tree. The narrowness of that access gives particular weight to her reflections on being outdoors. Anne Frank House

On February 23, 1944, after spending time upstairs with Peter, she wrote:

The best remedy for those who are frightened, lonely or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere they can be alone, alone with the sky, nature and God. For then and only then can you feel that everything is as it should be and that God wants people to be happy amid nature’s beauty and simplicity.

— February 23, 1944

She was describing a freedom she could not safely exercise. The sky visible from the annex connected her with a world she longed to enter again.

The certainty of her language conveys the intensity of that moment of consolation. We need not turn it into a promise that nature will relieve every sorrow. What reaches us is her capacity, on that morning, to feel beauty despite confinement—and to imagine sharing that happiness with someone close to her.

Writing, Growth, and the Hope of a Future

Writing gave Anne somewhere to express feelings she struggled to share with the people around her. It also offered a future she could work toward while so much else remained beyond her control.

On April 5, 1944, she wrote:

I want to be useful or bring enjoyment to all people, even those I’ve never met. I want to go on living even after my death! And that’s why I’m so grateful to God for having given me this gift, which I can use to develop myself and to express all that’s inside me!

When I write I can shake off all my cares. My sorrow disappears, my spirits are revived!

— April 5, 1944

The passage holds both ambition and immediate relief. Anne wanted an audience. She wanted to contribute something that would matter beyond the rooms in which she was confined. At the same time, the act of writing could change how she felt that day.

Her ambition took a concrete form. After hearing a March 1944 radio appeal to preserve wartime diaries and letters, she decided to prepare an account of life in hiding for publication. On May 20, she began rewriting much of her diary, selecting material and reconsidering how to present it. She called the planned book Het Achterhuis, or The Annex. research.annefrank.org

This was the work of a developing author: revising, shaping scenes, and thinking about future readers. Anne was already doing something with the life she hoped to lead.

Her interest in growth also extended to her character. The day after her fifteenth birthday, she wrote:

Wishes, thoughts, accusations and reproaches are swirling around in my head. I’m not really as conceited as many people think; I know my various faults and shortcomings better than anyone else, but there’s one difference: I also know that I want to change, will change and already have changed greatly!

— June 13, 1944

There is determination here, and defensiveness too. Anne wanted others to recognize her development, even while she was still struggling with criticism and making sharp judgments of her own.

Her revisions show another dimension of that development. In revisiting earlier entries about her mother, she sometimes softened what she had written. The Anne Frank House documents these changes as part of the diary’s evolution. Looking back gave Anne an opportunity to reconsider feelings that had seemed conclusive when she first put them on paper. Anne Frank House

That makes her growth recognizable. She could be perceptive about herself and unfair to someone else; she could regret a reaction and repeat it. The diary preserves a person learning, with all the unevenness that involves.

Moments of Happiness in an Unfinished Life

Anne’s diary contains moments of pleasure that deserve to be read with the same attention as its fear: delight in nature, satisfaction in writing, humor, affection, and the anticipation of freedom.

In words addressed to Peter within her diary, she returned to the possibility of finding comfort in the view from the attic:

Whenever you’re feeling lonely or sad, try going to the loft on a beautiful day and looking outside. Not at the houses and the rooftops, but at the sky. As long as you can look fearlessly at the sky, you’ll know that you’re pure within and will find happiness once more.

— February 23, 1944

The passage has the intimacy of someone offering another person a place that has helped her. The loft, the sky, the chance to look beyond the surrounding buildings: these were part of the small geography within which she sought relief.

Elsewhere, Anne wrote with exuberance about the person she was becoming. On other days, she felt lonely, misunderstood, or overwhelmed. Her happiness had texture and fluctuation. It was something she experienced, remembered, and hoped to recover.

Her final diary entry, dated August 1, 1944, brings that complexity into view:

As I’ve told you many times, I’m split in two. One side contains my exuberant cheerfulness, my flippancy, my joy in life and, above all, my ability to appreciate the lighter side of things. By that I mean not finding anything wrong with flirtations, a kiss, an embrace, an off-colour joke. This side of me is usually lying in wait to ambush the other one, which is much purer, deeper and finer. No one knows Anne’s better side, and that’s why most people can’t stand me.

— August 1, 1944

Anne judged parts of herself harshly. Readers do not have to accept that judgment to recognize the pain of feeling that others see only the most obvious version of us. Her lively manner could coexist with a private seriousness she struggled to reveal.

Here, at the diary’s end, she was still trying to understand herself and be understood. She had no opportunity to discover how these apparently conflicting sides of her personality might change or come together over a longer life.

Reading Anne Frank With Care

On August 4, 1944, Anne and the seven other people in hiding were arrested. She and Margot later died of typhus at Bergen-Belsen, probably in February 1945. Anne was fifteen. Otto Frank was the only one of the eight to survive the war. Her diary was first published in Dutch in 1947. www.annefrank.org

Knowing this history changes how we encounter her plans. Her wish to become a writer is both an ambition she acted upon and a reminder of the adult life she was denied. The reach of her words cannot compensate for that loss.

Her diary still offers much to reflect on: the courage of people who help, the relief of being able to write honestly, the importance of beauty, and the desire to contribute something to the world. It also asks us to listen to a particular Jewish girl whose life was threatened and ultimately ended by Nazi persecution.

To read her carefully is to make room for her whole voice—the hopeful passages, the difficult feelings, the humor, the contradictions, and the questions she did not have time to resolve.


Quotation source: Anne Frank, The Diary of a Young Girl: The Definitive Edition, edited by Otto H. Frank and Mirjam Pressler, translated by Susan Massotty. Excerpts are identified by diary-entry date; paragraph breaks have occasionally been added for readability. English wording varies across translations.

2 comments

paulfwilliams@rogers.com January 24, 2019 - 2:44 pm

There is a typo in the last paragraph. It is believed that Anne Frank died in 1945, not in 2015.

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